Bloody Guppies: F.I.S.H.

I dreamt that I had an annoying tickle in my throat.
I want to the bathroom to cough it out.
After several attempts,
blood gushed from my throat -
as if I was vomiting.

I wiped my mouth.
When I looked up from the sink,
my eyes were gone.

There was nothing there.
Just a black void.

I walked into the next room
to a window, demanding that my friends look at me.
They shrieked in horror and ran off.

I opened the door to the backyard.
They came in,
(one by one) they said curiously,
you look different

Dreams can have a variety of interpretations.
The meaning can be highly personal to the dreamer. Here are a few possible interpretations of the elements in your dream.

Annoying tickle in your throat:
This could symbolize a feeling of discomfort
or something bothering you (in your waking life).
It might represent a situation
a person
or an unresolved issue that is causing irritation
(or unease).

Coughing and blood gushing:
Coughing and blood can often symbolize the need to express something or (release emotions).
It could suggest that you are holding back your true feelings
or thoughts.

Gushing blood:
Could represent a release of suppressed emotions
or a sense of overwhelming intensity.

Eyes gone and black void:
The absence of eyes and the black void could symbolize a sense of loss
emptiness
(or a lack of clarity).
It might indicate feelings of
confusion…
being disconnected -
a fear of losing sight of something important in your life.

Friends’ reaction:
Their shrieking and running away could represent a fear of being judged or rejected by others.
It could reflect a concern about how others perceive (you)
or a fear of not being accepted
(for who you are).

Curious comment about looking different:
This could signify a change or transformation happening within you. It might suggest that you are going through a period of self-discovery
or experiencing personal growth.

the curiosity of others might reflect their recognition of this change
(Do they see me... really?)

Ultimately, the interpretation of your dream depends on your personal associations
emotions...
experiences.

Reflecting on these elements and considering how they relate to your current circumstances and feelings in waking life, may help you gain further insights into its potential meaning.

I was fairly calm after losing my eyes
because I could still see:
If you felt calm after seeing your eyes missing
it could indicate a sense of acceptance...
adaptability in the face of challenging situations.

It might suggest that you have the ability to navigate difficult or unsettling circumstances with composure and resilience. The fact that you could still see, despite the absence of your physical eyes, could symbolize an inner perception or intuition that allows you to gain insight or understanding beyond the physical senses.

It could imply that you trust your instincts...
your inner wisdom to guide you through uncertain or unfamiliar territory.

You are looking beyond external appearances and relying on your inner vision to perceive the truth or essence of things.

As a whole
it seems to depict a journey of self-discovery and transformation
with elements of
release
change
others’ perceptions

This might be an invitation for you to explore your own inner strengths... adaptability… and ability to see beyond the surface
in your waking life.

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A FISH biopsy typically refers to using Fluorescence In Situ Hybridization (FISH), a genetic test that uses fluorescent probes to detect specific DNA sequences (genes/chromosomes) in cells, often from tissue biopsies (like bone marrow, tumors) to diagnose cancers (breast, leukemia, myeloma) or chromosomal disorders by identifying genetic abnormalities (deletions, duplications) for targeted treatment. It involves labeling probes, hybridizing them to DNA in fixed tissue, and visualizing glowing signals under a microscope to pinpoint genetic changes, providing crucial info for personalized medicine.